If anyone doesn't know what the meaning of the world Intrapersonal is, here's the gist:
It's the ability to understand one's self to the fullest in regards to how situations and things can affect them.
There is such thing as being too Intrapersonal.
I've come to a breaking point of sorts recently and it's very much going to effect me, so I wanted to warn you guys if you see a shit ton of personal art going up on here, or, in fact, no art at all, for a while. Or if nothing changes, take that as a sign too.
I am not well. Healthy as a bean in the summer, mind you, at least physically. But mentally and emotionally, it's like I'm infected with a terminal disease that keeps tricking me into thinking everything is going to be alright and that I am good enough and that things will be fine.
They will not.
I need serious help, and at this time in my life, at this particular breaking point, I need to decide if I truly am going to change myself.
Because no one else is going to.
Bless you if you've read this far. Really, kudos to you that you may actually care more about what I have to say than I do. Thank you.
With that, I'm just going to leave this all here because I needed an outlet. There is literally no one I can share all this torture with in real life, because I can't do that to anyone I know and love. I really need to find someone professional to talk to with soon.